It’s Hard to Hurt…………….

Something happened for the very first time
I felt numb standing
On the other side of crime
Who says it’s easy to break a heart?
Hurting someone is no painless
Because emotions are not for mart
I soothe my self by saying
I didn’t mean to hurt
But still my words deep in me, cut
I could have said it earlier or maybe later
I took out the fish when it was best in her water
Why can’t I cry aloud?
For making someone cry
I have this only doubt
I wish I could change this moment
I wish to myself
I wouldn’t have given chance to lament
I don’t know why I did this or may I knew
To a heart today it wasn’t easy to hew
At least we can cry on being sore
But when you are the reason
For this, it pains really more
They say it’s not worth crying over spoilt milk
But I guess that’s the only option left
When to a friend of ours you bilk
Killing a smile is no less than dying
So never smile on someone’s tear
Because also someday that someone’s smile
Can be the reason for your crying
_____bineka

Sun sets a thought……………..

Sunset is just ready to rise,
Am thinking about the number that life has played on its dice,
Well whatever the result will be
If lock for one then for another it’ll be a key
Laying down I am thinking about my past
The memories which forever will last
The way life over-took me,
The way my heart stretched out like a sea
It was all for good may be I didn’t knew then
Maybe that was the reason for me this world was once a fen
Well I am not defending this world, but today neither am I complaining
Complaining about the way life treated me
Because that’s the way it had to be
And that’s the way it’ll be
Changes are always good that’s what it taught
Surprises with itself is something she always brought
Everything depends on him, except one thing that’s for sure
Whether you see the tears it brings
Or wonder how it makes your eyes more pure
The birds are about to shelter their fluff
Well I am trying to count my uncountable bluffs
But still with no regrets I today am in love with it
Taking over those joyful sorrows with a smile I sit
The concept is lucid
If destiny cuts the power
It is to show us how beautifully a candle can lit
Well all birds are gone
And so is the sun
What am I waiting for then
It’s time to go
Because I plan to see the next fresh dawn

Treat me as a human because I am one.

How easy it is to pretend,
How easy to stand
Holding back millions of tears,
How easy a smile is to wear
Caging of emotions seems to be pretty simple
But hard it is to fake a dimple,
I just want to ask this question simple
People can’t see my tears or they deliberately don’t want to?
They can’t hear my cries or they knowingly don’t want to?
I agree for me every bond is extreme,
For me the roads I know will not ALWAYS be cream
I agree I talk above my age,
Millions of me I know have been rotten in this stage
I agree I am easy to hurt
At times I know I am pretty much curt
I agree I am very much dreamy
I agree to everything you say. Thee,
My laughter cries “for lord sake please let me be free”
These smiles could have been very much true now
Only if in front of other emotions I wouldn’t have bowed
Why do people forget that at the end of the day
Even I am a god damn it human
Even I have my wishes and feelings to say
Till what time will I hurt myself for people around me
Till what time I will bear this insanity
Even I want to cry aloud,
Even I want someone to make my anger sound
Even I want someone to hear me when I say
Even I want to think about someone when alone I lay
I don’t think I am demanding a lot.
I am just asking you not to make my life a Mort
I know even happiness in this world is allotted
But fortunately or unfortunately even I am a human
And I will owe you for the rest of my life if you treat me like one
_____bineka

Ťĭŗĕ∂ όƒ....................

I m tired of waiting,
tired of crying
I wanna get lost in d light of darkning nite,
wanna get vanished frm mah own sight,
wanna brk d silence of dis noisy crowd,
lyf'z a puzzle n i wanna get out.
I kno it's doesn't affects 2 world
people will say "d gurl who died was an ABSURD"
dey who'll turn me in2 ashes will b merciless,
mah epithaph will say"she died of LONLINESS"
der will b hidden smiles n fake cries,
coz dey were waiting when d hell she dies.
lonliness always crept in
living was always nuffin bt just a sin
d common thing which I m gonna face
is I came alone,
I'l go alone
I came 2 won bt didnt knew tat will hve 2 quit d race
I m tired of loosing,
tired of giving a faking smile, tired of LIVING
now I need REST,
n dying seems d BEST.

Ĝĭvе ме βαсĸ....................

Give me back those moments,
which i had spent wid u.
give me back those promises,
which said"i'll nvr leave u"
give me back those nites,
which were spent in ur memories.
give me back those days,
which were spent ,seeing ur ways.
give me back those dawns,
which were spent waiting 4 u in d lawn.
give me back those words,
which went inside mah hrt lyk a sword.
give back mah smile,
which used 2 come even if u were far a mile.
give me back all tat love,
which was as innocent as a dove.
give me back all those flowers,
which were d proof of d luv u showered.
give me back all mah dreams,4 u,
which were dere wid me wen i missed u.
BT sweet hrt plz dont give me back mah hrt which i gave u,
coz i kno it only belongs 2 u n only u.............................

Олсз аĝάίή....................

Once again make me melt in ur arms,
let me again feel tat warmth.
Once again let me get lost in ur eyes,
let me again forget all d truths n lies.
Once again hold mah hands firmly,
let me again rise calmly.
Once again play wid mah hairs,
let me again realize ur dares.
Once again touch mah eyes lashes,
let me again burn n turn in2 ashes.
Once again come close 2 me,
let me again sink in2 d sea.
Once again make me urs,
let me brk all d rules n all d laws.
BUT dont make me remind tat now ure nt mine,
DERZ ONLY DARKENESS N NO SUNSHINE......................

∂ееρ їпѕї∂є....................

I said i m happy,
bt deep inside i m crying.
I said i m nt thinking of u,
bt deep inside i was talking 2 u.
I said i m nt missing u,
bt deep inside i knew u'r unforgettable.
I said i tat i wasn't hurt,
bt deep inside i was crushed in2 pieces.
I said tat ma life is goining smoothly ,
bt deep inside i was sinking in2 a sea of pain.
I said i was alive,
bt deep inside i was without life.
I said u mean nthing 2 me,
bt deep inside u were ma world.
I said i didn't care 4 u,
bt deep inside i m still waiting 4 u.
I tat i hate u,
bt deep inside no1 knows how much "I LUV U"

ѕїлĝℓеѕ●●●●●●●●

derz nothing called luv in dis world,
it's just an infauation in which ur hrt is being hurled.
it's better nt u give ur hrt,
b single n b smart.

rember luv is just a silly game
any1 can kick ur hrt n can win d fame .
earlier they say evrythign is fair in luv n war,
bt later there is no love n only war.

love is a contagious disease
which has only cure,
tat is 2 b single n b secure.
love is only found in ur imagination,
coz it's a puzzle without a solution.

they say luv can change some1,
bt i say it can turn no1 in2 no1.
it only gives u pain,
n all ur sacrifcies r in vain.

falling in luv like loosing ur identity,
killing urself by drowing in2 a dead sea.
So, take my advice,
b single,
n ready 2 MINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

щнў тĥĕ Ĥėĉќ ???

Why d heck u fell in luv wid me,
neither i was an angel nor a fairy.
why d heck u treated me as a queen,
when u had 2 break up wid me.

why d heck u promised 2 stay wid me 4ever,
when u had 2 say tat it was all over.
why d heck u said u miss me,
when u had 2 forget me 4 ever.

why d heck u touched me,
n made me complete,
when u had say tat it's nothing except a guilt.

why d heck u never let me cry,
when u had 2 b a tear in ma eye.
why d heck u said tat u gonna luv me till eternity,
when u had 2 say tat u wanna b free.


why d heck u said tat i m ur soul ,
when u had 2 turn ma hrt in2 a coal.
why d heck u siad tat i m ur desire,
when u had 2 set me on a fire.

why d heck it happened bwt me n u,
n i donn know why, why d heck I STILL LUV U......................