THE CRYING NIGHT........................

In this crying night
My tears roll down
Making my face so more fron
My wet lashes leave a drop
With my shivering fingers which I try to lop
They are my,lonely red eyes
Behind the kohl which I try to hide
I am lost in the dark so deep
The blues today make me weep
They wlk on my crushed feelings
My veins just can’t stop reeling
I stood by the people when they needed
And they didn’t even glanced back
When for help I pleaded
The tears so unstoppable
Make me feel just unspeakable
My voice toils for a wheeze
When in this frosty night alone I freeze
Nobody hears my silent cry
And even if they do
They wont come to make it dry
With this pain today my heart just aches
My mind being numbs starts to quake
Few lovable words and
A shoulder to cry on
That’s what it wants
‘coz in my heart today lonliness haunts
The beam of moon swiftly crept in
A sudden silence sounded my helpless din
Souls of the sadness one day will be dead
Yeah!that’s what it said
Making me assure that one fine day
The leaves of the sorrows surely will shed
As I separated my lashes
I saw the way darkness quashes
The brightness of the sun showered
All the sadness at once shattered
My tears slept with the night
Now to this morning I’ll try to hold tight
The moonlight ,disappeared teaching me that
There’s a lovely sunshine after
Each crying night
___bineka

THE UNKNOWN PART OF ME...............

Don’t know what’s wrong
Life simply seems too long
Everyone around Is happy
But still a croner of my heart is empty
There’s a drift in my core
It’s something about which I am unsure
Like a thud of a stone in a stagnant lake
Deeper I quake
The lava in me is going dim
As the music dies so does my vim
There’s something about which I don’t know
Maybe to the outter world I don’t want show
Th lonely me inside is sitting
For something I don’t know
Today I am weeping
raindrops won’t leser my tears
The silence in me,this crowd will never hear
To the world outside I am,
The happiest person today
‘coz nobody has the time to see the unseen
I fel incomplete from hub
It simply feels very rum
Maybe a part of wants to get complete
A girl inside me wants to be understood,
All the bursting uncertainties needes to be soothe
A sad me wants to get faint,
All the colorless color want some paint
A broken me wants to get paired
A lady in me today wants to be cared
__bineka

UNDER THE MASK.......

How mysterious our society is
Behind someone we snitch
The next moment in air we kiss
We pretend to love all around us
To our inner thoughts we have forced to be hush
The more we say we are together
The deeper we shatter
Friends whom we call,
For them our face seems to be pall
It’s somewhere we aren’t allowed to speak our mind
Silence tags us being rimed
All we supposed to do
Is just folow the shadow in dark
In front of people sweetly bark
Hating someone to the core
And pretending each day to love him more
Hurting people with those sweet frosty words
Which cut them open as does the swords
Getting lost in the crowd which itself
Is just decorated with worthless pelf
Does being good means being coldly sweet?
Ignoring people when with themselves they meet?
Hitting pals on their back?
And to their truthful trust
Is it so easy to hack?
With this not many will agree,
But deep down our souls we all know
That under the mask me need to see.
__bineka